Okay so I'm just about to compleatly snap because we have semester exams next week so that means this week and next week will be total hell. Because this week we have to spend class reviewing all this gay crap that is uber-boring. And ALSO we have gayface review packets in every class so when we get home is like ughhh because like in pre-algebra i have like 7 pages of really hard and time consuming work. Then in social studies I have to orginize my binder and highlight what to know and make index cards and crap, in Lauguage Arts I have to make index cards and crap and we're in the midst of the writing essay portion this week so next week we can to the other more boring part of the exam. And in science we have 21 questions that you have to look up and answer in paragraphs. Oh yeah and don't forget I'm failing math+science so I'm going to lose my awful part in our school's play, Alice in Wonderland. And on top of that its like ughh with realationships and crap like that.

I swear, something has got to give.

Well the last day until next year :-) I am excited!!!!! Anyways today we did helping hands and I painted a big smiley on this girl, Emely's face (it is spelled like that0. She told me she wanted a big big teddy bear for Christmas. I said I did too. And I do. Anyways after that we watched a winnie the pooh puppet show and THEN it was the christmas assemly. which means that we FINALLY got to preform the christmas play. it went very well :-) It was pretty darn fun too. Then me shelby and christine all watched the rest of the bands and choirs ect. ect. and during that me and christine blew fuzz pieces from shelby's sweater all over. pretty cool. other then that i mostly hung out with the master class today and particullary the christmas play cast :-)

anyways im going to go now but in the mean time you can read this story me and my friend wrote. im warning you its pretty insane...
www.freewebs.com/queenbee_diaries

i know thats a stupid URL but what can i do? read the story, rate+review and take the polls!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS
HAPPY HOLIDAYS

lovee, princess kellyface :-)

This morning I woke up feeling BLEAH. like really sick. because guess what? I didn't sleep at all last night.and all my muscles hurt then and still now. I don't know why. Anyways. So I really didn't want to go to school today. but I did cause I thought we had alice in wonderland meeting this morning. turns out it was after school. but we did have a christmas play rhersal and im in christmas play so it was good that I was there. We made the play extra campy, corny, and silly. :-) anyways. so then there was school...*sigh* boring. and there was master class where the people in master class that are in the christmas production (Al, Jimmy, Me,Paul, Elise, Madison, Nikki, Niki, and Matt) showed the people in master class who ARENT in t he play the play. So then they crtiqued us. It was pretty painful though because me and paul have to hide behind the couch and on our part scence 4 we slide it over to its proper place and it was REALLY painful being squished against the wall and floor and one of the pylons. And they took like 20 minutes to get through the first 3 scences. Rawr. Anyways so then more boring school ect. ect. then alice in wonderland meeting and guess what I found out.
I'm a 7 of Spades right? Okay so I was really mad at first and now I'm FURIOUS! DO YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY? BECAUSE I ONLY HAVE 3 FREAKING LINES IN THE ENTIRE 45 MINUTE PRODUCTION. LET ME TELL YOU, I AM REALLLLLYYYYY MAD.

Hi. Whoever really reads this...and actually cares. And doesn't post comments saying how stupid I am. I know a lot of people hate me okay?

Anyways...so...um. Okay. So you know the whole thing I posted like wekks ago? With candy corn and all my friends as candies? Well my (now former) friend Snickers decided to open a like web journal but like on AOL or whatever the crap.So Snickers has a friend named lets call her twix. So Twix is like a complete loser and always tried to make snickers hate me right? and so twix always was like "oh snickers guess what kelly called me all these cuss words" and "kelly said all this bad stuff about me" and "kelly told me and my blonde kid guy friend to go die and he cried. isn't kelly CRUEL!" and so snickers being a pycho belived loserish twix and like bombarded me with "OMG KELLY THAT IS SO RUDE!!!" and you know what? I never said one single stupid thing to twix or blonde kid guy friend of twix. of COURSE snickers doesnt belive me so she posted this nasty blog entry on her blog saying i was such a bad friend and i always pushed her around and made her a doormat. okay well EL NO COMPRENDO!!!! I ALWAYS TOLD AND AND TRIED GETTING HER TO NOT BE A DOORMAT!! and she was like "omg i know twix is a better friend" even tho like twix pushes her around all the time and crap and like now snickers has like cloned herself into twix so snickers really isnt like herself any more. now she just reminds me of twix. and like so i have to deal with that along with...

1. the whole issue with snickers (pshh more like mold of twix) getting on my case about saying stuff I didn't.
2. I'm an effing seven of spades card in alice in wonderland
3. i dropped my phone in the pool and now its all screwed up and i cant replace it
4. recent heartbreak that i didnt really tell anyone about
5.im failing math and my parents are really mad
6. im stuck in a gay acting class that i dont belong in and the fact that i dont belong in it is continually shoved in my face by the teacher and most the students
7. i have writers block
8. my dreams of being an actress and author are completly in shambles
9. this annoying dude from last year keeps bothing me and trying to make me upset
10.this christmas is going to royally suck because this stupid new york trip i dont even know i want to go on is all my christmas presents and birthday presents for this year even tho i gave my parents $200 to go on it and so im basically not getting anything except food from my parents for the next year because
11. i have to pay for all my own clothes ect. and everything is so expensive! i cant even afford getting people christmas presents or birthday presents

yup my life pretty much sucks.

Okay so I haven't posted in forever but whatever you have to deal cause I do that a lot. Like I'll use something everyday and then I'll get bored of it and leave it alone for awhile until the random time comes when I want to use it.

So I have a former guy friend, M. M is a retard. Okay so M tells me awhile ago that M likes one of my friends, K. M told me this when I was on AIM with M and I said "I think you like S" and he was like "No, S is just giving me advice on asking K out" and I was like "Omgsh you like her!" and he's like "yeah I'm going to ask her to homecoming.

So yeah, M and I used to talk on the phone a lot right? M was always talking about how much he liked K blah blah. She and him went to homecoming and I was like "aww you two are such a cute couple because they both liked eachother and I THOUGHT it was perfect.

So the relationship between M and K seems to go along pretty well I think and K likes M more and stuff. Then one day after school when we were all staying after for the play M did something stupid.

Okay so all before this, this girl, CO likes M. So CO likes M and everyone knows it. And now M knows it. So that day after school, M tells CO that he likes her more then a friend. Needless to say, CO is delighted while I'm a bit mad. I mean, K is my friend and like M and K are going out and M likes someone else too??

I talk to M awhile ago and I was all "What the heck, M, you like K AND CO??" and M was like "I like CO more then a friend but I like K more then her." So I'm like wow okay, that's really kinda messed up. So then like time passes and guess what. It's like completly random but all of a sudden I'm on a 3-way-phone call with A and M and I find out that M likes S too. Wow.

So I'm like WHAT THE HECK??!! M LIKES CO, S, AND K!! WHAT'S GOING ON!!!??? And so like then like all this stuff happens and M sends me all these nasty instany messages saying like that he liked S all along and he never liked K at all and it's all my fault that he's stuck with K because I pressured him into asking her out or whatever.

Yeah..um NO!!! I DIDN'T SUPPORT YOU AND K UNTIL YOU TWO WERE FREAKING GOING OUT!! PLUS YOU TOLD ME AWWWHILLEE AGO THAT S HELPED YOU ASK OUT K AND I IN NO WAY HELPED. AND NOW YOU'RE BLAMING ME FOR IT ALL?? WHY DID YOU ASK OUT K IN THE FIRST PLACE IF YOU DIDN'T LIKE HER BUT LIKED S???

And guess what else? He asked S out like 3 days ago while he was STILL going out with K. I mean how much more cruel do you get? Besides all this my friends CO, H, CH, and S all hate me because of you.

By the way, you up there is like directed at M. I always direct my speechs to 'you' when I get angry. But anyways, that's not even half of it. There are SOOO many reasons that I hate M and that M is the stupidest guy I've ever met but I have to go now. I just figured I'd post this because I needed to get SOME of it out...

Other then all that drama that has been happening since like Sunday, I love clubpenguin.com. And I also have like 24,000 coins on club penguin!!! WOWWWSERRSS!!! Unfortunatly though, I'm not a member cause you have to pay like $6 per month to be a member and if you arn't one then you can't buy anything. It sucks.

Anywaysss...I have other stuff to do like science make-up work. CRAPP ITT!!!

So there isn't much to say about this typical Sunday. I wake up, take a shower, get dressed, eat breakfast, go to church, come back then read. I read some of my book, Uglies and read fan fictions on mugglenet.com I also did my homework which wasn't all that fascinating. Also I printed off 5 copies of the last page of my Brown Bag Script so it'll be all ready to go tomorrow. Plus I ate a delicious dinner consisting of salad, then spaghetti with sauce, french bread buttered, and then more spaghetti without sauce. Then I helped clean the kitchen and that was that.

There isn't anything else even remotely interesting about this day so I'll conclude this now.

So today was pretty good I guess.

I woke up at like 9:30 and got all dressed and did my makeup. Quite a feat actually-waking up that early on a Saturday. But I did it because I had to get ready. So after I got all dressed and stuff I did my chores (which take FOREVER) I finished getting all ready and at like 12:15 me and Charlotte and Matt+Katie met at cafe express and had lunch. I had shell pasta+fries, Katie had a salad, Charlotte wasn't hungry so she didn't have anything, and matt ate something but I don't remember what it was. Anyways so after a good+yummy lunch in which we talked about Dane Cook I think we all went and got our tickets to see Stranger Then Fiction and it was pretty good just not as funny as I expected. After Matt and Katie left me and Chatlotte went to starbucks and got cream soda and she got something else and then we both went to my house and remembered all the stupid things we did years ago and we stole fod and went on my trampoline and swung on my swings and acted like retards and it was so much superfun!!!

Then she left and there were more problems with this drama between my friend and her other friend. Now I'm on AIM with a lot of people so I can't really talk.
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SHOUTOUTS TO...
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*CHARLOTTEFACE
*BRETT
*NIKI K.
*KATIE K.
*MATT

Wow. That subject is a quote. That I MADE! JUST NOW, WITHEN SECONDS!!!!!!WOW, IT'S A BEAUTIFUL QUOTE! Please don't steal it though okay? Okay onto my day.

Well in master class today we were reading scripts and we couldn't read mine because my last page disappeared :-( So we'll read it on monday. what we did read was al's dramatic play, "Daddy's Little Girl" and it was about a family mother, father, daughter and the daughter, Suzy and her dad were like best best friends. Then he got kidney faliure and......it was so sad. I played the mother but the whole time I was crying and holding back sobs and at the end me and a couple other people burst into tears. it was so sad!! we cried for awhile and me and candy corn are sorta friends now. I don't know if like she is still full of herself or not, I'll just have to see how she acts...offstage (haha Niki K.)Also we read Paul's play...and...it was...kind of...stupid (Paul, if your reading this...SORRY!) The gramatical errors were enough to keep us laughing but...okay so this girl, Felicia, dies of diabetes because her friend, Ellie's necklace hit the keyboard or whatever and when she died Ellie was all "Hey Josh" (Josh was in love with Felicia) "Want to go to the Sadie Hawkins dance with me" and he's like "NO" and shes like "Why?" and he's like "Because I was going to go with Felicia but..." and Ellie, Felicia's supposed best friend that killed her was like "She's dead okay? Whatever! Get over it!" and we were all like "WHAT THE HECK!!??" When we read that.

Also we found out that master class gets to preform a christmas play because this year our principal was all talking about how we always to stuff like band christmas concerts and choir christmas stuff but we never do stuff for drama. SO, a couple people in master class that Mrs. AJ choose will now be preforming in a christmas play in which I GET TO BE IN AS A LITTLE GIRL!! WOOT! So now that that happy news is said there is some news about my friends. That isn't so happy. Me and my other friend are friends again and my 2 best friends....don't really like me anymore. So. That's that. Another crappy day. *Sigh* I wonder when things will get better...

About the subject....no matter what I do the STUPID TIME IS ALWAYS WRONG so just so you know it's 4:37 PM.
Okay on to other things such as my day. Well...bacically it sucked. Here we go...The first part of my day was boring. You know school work, grade homework and do other school-realted sleep-worthy stuff. Lunch rolls around. So just so you know...I'm mad at...a friend. Okay just so you know I'll be titling these people with names of typed of candy. lets call her candy corn. So I am mad at her because you see she good a main part in the play, A Midsummer Night's Dream right? So I'm happy for her, yay swell for you candy corn. I was stuck on tech. Not something great right? Well just so you know, I love acting. I love it so much and I've acted and written plays since I was a little girl, just go ask my friends Kelsey, Sydney, and Elise (well...they live near chicago or wherever now so maybe you can't ask them but WHATEVER)Anyways. So I tried really hard in the auditions. What do you know, the teacher forgets about me and barly auditions me except for like 2 times and everyone else in master class got to go like 5 times. Isn't that lovely? Being a forgettable person? Well anyways enough rambling. Back to the story of being mad...

So I love acting just as much as candy corn and I work just as hard as candy corn. So candy corn works hard and memorizes lines while I work hard figuring out stuff about lights, making a lighting plot, running lighting crew work calls, setting up tree lights and spotlight, going through script highlighting crews, editing, deleting, and adding cues, on the preformances calling out cues, memorizing what cues 1,2, 3......24....are so I don't have to flip around so much. Also I was two people's understudies so guess what? I memorized lines too. I don't know about you but I'm thinking I worked harder then candy corn.

So candy corn gets all these congragulations and "OMGSH YOU DID SOOO GOOD!" and "YOU WERE THE BEST!" and "I LOVED YOU THE BEST OUT OF THE PLAY" from everyone including me and guess what? After running all the technicalness want to know how many people said "OMGSH YOU DID SO GOOD! GOOD JOB!!" or "We appreaciated you hard work, Kelly." well let me see...1. From my mother. She didn't even see any preformances. Oh actually 2 because Mrs. AJ saw me crying soo she HAD to say "Thanks" She said "Thanks". Yay. I feel so appreaciated. Needless to say I was a bit (but only a BIT then) angry at candy corn. You know she could have congragulated me in return for creating the lighting but, nah I guess I should just leave the classroom lights on during the play so it looks like an ordinary rehersal because NO! NO APPRECIATION!!

So anyways here comes Brown Bag Theatre. Needless to say candy corn is in 17 of 20 plays. I am in 4, 1 in which I have no lines, and 2 in which I have about 2 lines in the whole play. Candy Corn is the main charecter in 15 of those plays. Swell.So, Candy corn decides to act all full of her self and develop a major case of "CONCEITEDNESS". So she walks around "Oh my gosh, I'm in everyones play......but I wish I wasn't cause what if my play gets chosen" *pouty look on face*. You know what candy corn? SHUT UP! I HAVEN'T EVER BEEN IN A PLAY AND I HAVEN'T BEEN IN ANY PREFORMANCES BUT I'D HAVE TO SAY I'VE WORKED PRETTY DANG HARD TO MAKE UP FOR THAT. I'M IN MASTER CLASS FOR THE MERE REASON THE THE TEACHER WANTS ME TO ONLY DO TECHNICAL CRAP WHILE EVERYONE ELSE HAS THE TIME OF THEIR LIVES ACTUALLY PREFORMING. WELL YOU KNOW WHAT? IF I WAS IN EVERYONES PLAYS I WOULD BE HONORED! I WOULD TELL EVERYONE WHO CASTED ME "THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE SO SWEET" AND GIVE THEM A HUG. WHAT DO YOU DO? HUMM LETS SEE YOU GO UP TO PEOPLE THAT ARE ONLY IN A FEW PLAYS AND YOU COMPLAIN TO THEM ABOUT HOW YOU'RE A GREAT ACTRESS AND WRITING SO WHAT WILL YOU DO IF YOURS GETS CHOSEN. OH NO! WELL YOU ARE JUST BEING UNGRATEFUL AND I'M THE LAST PERSON THAT WANTS TO HEAR YOU GRIPING! PLUS YOU TOLD ME "I'm glad that you're admitting that your jelous of me." WELL SHUT UP OKAY,I'M NOT JELOUS ANYMORE BECAUSE I WORK JUST AS HARD AND THERE IS NO REASON TO BE JELOUS OF A CONCEITED AND UNGRATEFUL LITTLE TWIT! MAYBE YOU'VE NOTICED THAT MRS. AJ ALWAYS CHANGES CASTING AROUND SO EVERYONE GETS TO READ BECAUSE NO ONE CAN BECAUSE YOU ALWAYS ARE!!! MAYBE YOU HAVEN'T STOPPED LOVING YOURSELF ENOUGH TO NOTICE THAT ANOTHER GIRL IN MASTER CLASS THAT IS EXTREAMLY TATLENTED NAMED M&M'S (not her really name of course) HAS READ 1 TIME. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? THAT ONE TIME THAT SHE READ? SHE WAS READING YOUR PART THAT MRS. AJ LET HER READ THE ONE TIME BECAUSE YOU ARE IN EVERONE'S PLAY AND SHE IS IN 1. 1! TWO NOW BECAUSE I'M CHANGING THE CASTING IN MY PLAY SO SHE HAS YOUR PART BECAUSE I REALIZE SHE'S MORE TALANTED THEN YOU AND JUST BECAUSE SHE'S A LITTLE SHY DOESN'T MEAN SHE ISN'T BRILLIANT!!!!

So after I'm exTREAMLY annoyed with candy corn (you up there in that paragraph in all caps is reffering to 'candy corn' )Like some of my (former)friends get all retarded and one says "You're just being jelous" HELLO? NOT JELOUS!!! ANNOYED! Needless to say, me and that person are no longer friends because I choose to ignore her. Also. A miss. goody-goody-two-shoes-pycho in my science class is all "I belive in karma and you shouldn't say mean things to people or it'll come back to you." well you know what pychotic goody goody? KARMA ISN'T REAL AND I NEVER SAID ANYTHING TO CANDY CORN! I JUST SAID STUFF BEHIND HER BACK WHICH IS NICER THEN TO HER FACE SO SHUT UP YOU KARMA BELIVING IDIOT! Needless to say I'll be ignoring her because I can't stand her happy-go-skippy-lets-belive-in-karma personaility.

Also this person I thought was one of my best friends is on the phone "Um...uh...I dunno...I gotta go....bye" and just ABANDONS ME IN MY TIME OF NEEDING TO TALK TO A FRIEND. Needless to say, I'll be ignoring him becasue real friends are there for you when you need them.

Also, I got on AIM to get my mind of things and my friend...SNICKERS is all "Oh my gosh you're not on my side you're on her side arn't you?" (I'm in the middle of a fight between her and someone else) and I'm like "Well I was just trying to make you both friends again sorry for trying to help and be there for you the best I can, guess I'm not good enought, sorry for trying."

Needless to say (I say that a lot...deal with it) I am majorly annoyed today.

Well hello there person!!! My name is Kelly but some of my friends call me kellyfacee :-) Anyways so this is my live journal that I write in when I'm mad bored or...whatever. So anyways you can read these entries if you want or you can not either one. Maybe I'll put more on here laterr...